Monday, August 10, 2015

A Political Disease

Lyme is a political disease.  It's mechanisms are relatively unknown yet and doctors here in Canada are ignorantly relying on inaccurate tests and following inadequate treatment guidelines.  I have seen the devastation that having this disease in Canada causes - especially for people who do not have access to finances to receive out-of-province care. 
 
We need to tread carefully when discussing the political nature of this disease as the very livelihood of some Lyme patients and the security of the licenses of doctors who dare to treat the disease with the necessary protocol are at stake.  I have met someone with Lyme recently who has a family to feed and only has access to disability payments if he concedes to a diagnosis of depression and anxiety.  Because insurance companies and their doctors are convinced that Lyme is a disease that is 'hard to get and easy to treat', this unfortunate man continues to suffer from Lyme without access to treatment.  Although he has a positive blood test confirming that he suffers from Lyme, he has been told in no uncertain terms that he does not have Lyme and he must discontinue speaking of it's existence or seeking treatment for it.  If he does indeed seek treatment for Lyme (even out-of-pocket treatment), the payments that are keeping his family clothed, housed and fed will discontinue.  This man is in need of IV antibiotics to kill the Lyme bacteria, as oral antibiotics have so far been ineffective.  Having to get treatment 'under the radar' means that he will not have access through his family doctor to CCAC nursing care for his picc line dressing changes, flushes and IV lines.  As he needs the treatment, we have sought the help of local nurses to gather extra hospital supplies so that he can receive the treatment he needs to have a chance to possibly regain his health.  I also have gathered extra supplies over the past year which will be passed on to him.
 
This is the kind of complications that many people suffering with Lyme Disease experience here in Canada.  I am one of the fortunate ones.  Being a woman, I am not the breadwinner of this family.  Being part of a community of believers, I have access to funds for out-of-pocket treatment and home care for myself and my family.  I am also able to speak openly about the affects of this disease, as I am not constrained by politics, nor am I relying on the whims of a health insurance company.  With my health improving so much recently, God has now placed me in a position to appeal to the government to make changes to our healthcare system.  I have limited energy and resources to make a difference, but I will continue to do what I can.  I met with my local MPP recently to help him understand the complications that those of us with Lyme in Ontario face.  Those of us who are physically and mentally able need to appeal to our local government and health ministry to make the necessary changes to allow for adequate treatment and fund new research before the Lyme epidemic expands further.
 
In this past month, I have been approached by three different people who suspect they may have Lyme and are wondering how to go about getting accurate testing and diagnosis.  I will write a post about the steps to take if you think you may be infected at a later date....
 

 Round Table Meeting with MPPs Tim Hudak and Toby Barrett - Take a bite out of Lyme Challenge
 
Below is the letter that I sent to the Minister of Health, as well as my local MPP.  It will help you understand some of the issues that Lyme patients face and why we currently consider Lyme a political disease:

Dear Dr Eric Hoskins
Minister of Health and Long Term Care,
 
I am writing to you in regards to my personal experience with contracting Lyme disease and need for out-of-country medical care to treat it.  I am hoping to give a voice to the many patients like me who have suffered as a result of a healthcare system that is ineffective in recognizing and treating late stage Lyme disease.
 
MY KNOWLEDGE OF LYME:
Prior to being diagnosed with Lyme disease I was vaguely aware of its existence.  I was not aware of the symptoms to watch for, especially late stage symptoms.  Although I had knowledge of how to remove a tick I was unaware of the risk of infection, the low percentage of people who actually notice a bull’s eye rash or the long-term disability that could result.  

 HEALTHY AND STRONG:
Formerly fit, healthy, athletic and energetic, I was active in the community and loved to challenge myself with team and extreme sports.  At no point in my life do I remember having a tick bite or a bulls-eye rash.  However, I loved the outdoors and spent a lot of time in nature, both in my native Australia and here in Canada.  We also adopted a pet dog from a shelter and were not aware enough to check him for potential infection.

 IMMUNE COMPROMISE – SUDDEN ONSET:
In June 2011, after giving birth to my son at the age of 27, my body collapsed physically and I became severely weak in my limb-girdle joints and muscles.  To my horror I and was unable to weight bear through my hips.  My body would simply drop me like a dead weight.  I was sent home half a week later in a wheelchair, with minimal homecare support and a newborn son, 1 year-old daughter and 3 year-old son to somehow take care of. 

 DETERMINED TO RECOVER:
My joint hypermobility increased and my muscles refused to respond to daily physiotherapy.  The physiotherapist assigned to my home signed off after a few weeks as I was not making any physical progress….. No amount of determination could overcome the fatigue in my muscles and joints.  It seemed the more I pushed, the quicker I fatigued.  I would wheel around my home on an office chair, sit to shower and crawl across the carpet.  With three very young children to take care of, I was given no governmental aide either financially or physically and relied on family/friends/church for the care my family and I needed.

 CANADIAN SPECIALISTS:
For three years my family doctor sent me to various specialists.  I saw a Physiatrist, 2 Rheumatologists, 3 Neurologists, Neuro-muscular specialist, Physiotherapists (out of pocket), Chiropractor (out of pocket), Naturopath (out of pocket), Bowen Therapist (out of pocket), Pain specialist, Cardiologist, Sleep specialist and Geneticist.

 TESTING:
Tests done over these three years included: MRI’s – brain, spine, hips, Pelvic X-rays, EMG muscle stimulation, nerve conduction studies, muscle biopsy of thigh muscle, many sets of bloodwork, sleep study, vision testing, chest ultrasound. 
 
SYMTOMS:
My symptoms included muscle weakness – particularly limb-girdle, severe fatigue, increased joint hypermobility, deep muscle and joint pain, muscle twitching, low stamina/endurance, swollen knees, severe insomnia, trouble concentrating, difficulty with thought processing, air hunger, chest heaviness, dizziness, night sweats, forgetfulness.
 
In desperation, during a particularly bad bout, we headed to Toronto General Hospital to see if I could gain access to resources and answers from the team of specialists there.  Due to the severity of my symptoms I was admitted but after routine bloodwork failed to show anything, I was sent home and encouraged to ‘follow the advice of the physiotherapy team’.

 OVERLAPING DISEASES:
I was suspected to have:  Myasthenia Gravis, Fibromyalgia and Ehlers-Danlos Hypermobility Syndrome.  Although my symptoms overlap these diseases, I never quite fit any of these fully so I am still technically undiagnosed in Canada.

 LYME TESTING:
In 2012 I saw a Canadian Naturopath who suspected that I was potentially suffering from Lyme disease.  At that time I convinced my family doctor to do the standard ELISA test which is the initial screening test done in Canada.  It came back negative.  As I was unaware of the inaccuracy of the testing, both my family doctor and I were content that I could not have Lyme disease. 
 
In May 2014, through reading a MacLean’s article on Lyme disease in Canada, I was made aware of many more of the symptoms of Lyme disease, many of which fit mine.  The article also informed of the lack of sensitivity of the ELISA test and advised of testing in USA using the Western Blot method.  Currently the Western Blot is the second test used in Canada and the ELISA is the initial screen test, so if an ELISA test is negative the Western Blot will not be ordered.  As my symptoms fit so many of those with Lyme disease, I paid to have bloodwork sent to IGeneX lab in California.  My western blot test came back positive for Lyme disease, although still not according to Canadian standards.  The CDC and the IGeneX lab have different criteria for issuing a positive result.  I was negative by CDC standards, positive according to IGeneX criteria.  Even without bloodwork, Lyme disease is supposed to be a clinical diagnosis.  Bloodwork may be helpful in diagnosis but Lyme disease is supposed to be based on a clinical diagnosis.  Lyme is difficult to find in bloodwork because the body often does not mount an immune response as the spirochete are very adept at hiding in the immune system. 

 SYMPTOMS INCREASING:
By this point I was struggling with severe air hunger and becoming increasingly weak.  My family doctor had me scheduled to get a lung function test done next.  We were still chasing symptoms…. She said she couldn’t read the results of my IGeneX lab work but was ‘pretty sure it was negative’.  She admitted that I probably knew more about Lyme disease than she did but yet she was convinced that I did not have Lyme.  In her opinion I was still suffering from some unknown, un-diagnosable, extremely rare condition….She said I could possibly see an infectious disease specialist but that it would take many months for that appointment also.  By now we understood how the system in Canada worked.  We did not have time to wait around as I was going downhill fast…

 I had one more referral to a pain specialist in London that I decided to keep.  I decided not to mention that we suspected I was suffering from Lyme Disease and see what this doctor would come up with.  After examination I was sent back to the waiting room and given ‘one more form’ to fill out.  It was a clinical diagnostic questionnaire for Lyme Disease.  I scored very high and the doctor advised us to seek treatment in the States as he was unable because of government restrictions to help us.  We were told that Canada is about ten years behind the States in treating Lyme Disease so not to waste our time in Canada.

 LYME LITERATE MEDICAL DOCTORS:
At this point we realized that our only hope of diagnosis and treatment was to seek out a Lyme literate specialist outside of Canada.  My bloodwork, coupled with my symptoms bore testament to the fact that Lyme disease was the cause of my health issues.  I was diagnosed with Lyme and clinically co-infections Bartonella and Babesia.  By this time the disease was in a late stage and would require aggressive, long-term treatment to eradicate.  I began IV and oral antibiotic treatment immediately in America, crossing the border and paying out-of pocket for the chance to return to life and living again.
 
The complication with having very few doctors who are daring enough to risk their medical licenses to treat Lyme Disease is that there is a market for doctors who wish to exploit patients with Lyme Disease.  After a few months, with the bills piling up at a ridiculous rate, we realized that the doctor we were seeing (although knowledgeable of Lyme and co-infections) was charging us much far more than she should have for treatment.  I was given a reputable referral to a new Lyme Literate Doctor (also in America) and have continued successful treatment with her since September 2014.
 
FINANCIAL BURDEN:
We have spent over $100,000 out of pocket on treatment for this disease over the past seven months.  We receive financial aid from family, friends and our church community.  Without their help this disease would have already devastated us financially.  There are many people suffering from Lyme disease that cannot afford the treatment that I am so fortunate to receive.  I have made great improvement and am able to walk again but am still currently undergoing aggressive treatment as I have a long way to go to become fully functioning again. 

 FAMILY PRACTITIONER:
My family doctor did not support a Lyme disease diagnosis.  She preferred to think of it as a psychological disorder because she had exhausted her resources and nothing had shown up in the testing I had done here in Canada.  We have had to leave her care as she will not support me during my treatment for Lyme.  Without her support I was not able to access weekly bloodwork that was needed during treatment, CCAC nursing care to take care of my picc line dressings or the intravenous equipment to administer my daily medications. 

 THE CANADIAN WAY:
The Canadian Health Care System has failed us. We saw many taxpayer dollars wasted on unnecessary blood-work, expensive tests, doctor and specialist visits.  We waited in hope for months between each specialist appointment, only to be disappointed when my symptoms did not fit the mold. We were certain that if all of the specialists put their heads together they would be able to figure out my apparently one-of-a-kind case.  It is now apparent that my symptoms are actually very common for one suffering from Lyme disease.  Since beginning treatment, I have been back to see some of the specialists that saw me at my physical worst.  I have been laughed at and was told in no uncertain terms by my neurologist that the diagnosis of Lyme and treatment I am currently receiving is as ridiculous as it is harmful to my body.  In her opinion the huge strides I have made in physical strength since then can apparently be attributed to the placebo effect.
 
AGGRESSIVE TREATMENT – A NECESSARY EVIL:
Although treatment is certainly no walk in the park and I am aware of the side-effects and damage that long-term antibiotics can do to my body, I am satisfied that this aggressive treatment is necessary to destroy the disease.  I am balancing the destructive effects of treatment with supplements, probiotics and a strict diet to keep my body as healthy as possible.  I am working hard to stay positive and focused during treatment. 

The negative effects of treatment are outweighed by the abilities that I am regaining.  I am hopeful that there will be a better cure for Lyme disease than aggressive antibiotics in the future.  I am also hopeful that those of us who suffer with Lyme disease will be supported by the government and healthcare professionals here in Canada so that we are not forced to go to America for treatment.

 CHANGE IS NEEDED!
I would like to see the following changes to our government and healthcare system in regards to lyme disease diagnosis and treatment:
·         Shorter wait times for specialists. It took three years for me to find out that I didn’t have anything recognizable to Canadian doctors.
·         Better communication between healthcare professionals – accurate information sharing would save time, money and frustration and get results in a timely manner.
·         OHIP coverage for things like physiotherapy/naturopath/Lyme specialists.  These costs should not be shouldered by the patient.
·         Financial or physical assistance to take care of the dependents of those disabled and debilitated by lyme disease. 
·         Education for doctors and specialists who should be the first to pick up the signs of lyme disease in their patients – especially late stage symptoms.
·         More scientific research to find an accurate diagnostic tool and possibly a cure for lyme disease.
·         Stop threatening the careers of those who wish to diagnose and treat lyme disease.  Give the doctors and patients the power to do whatever is necessary to treat a disease that is devastating in its effects on the lives of patients and their loved ones.
 
BETTER EDUCATION:
In my opinion, warning people to watch for flu-like symptoms and a bulls-eye rash is not enough.  Bulls-eye rashes are reported in less than half of people infected with Lyme disease.  Flu-like symptoms are ignored by most folk who lead a regular life and are not hypochondriac in nature.  These symptoms are only a beginning of the many that follow – those who miss these early symptoms or perhaps do not get the early symptoms are not even aware there are any others to watch for.  Those of us with late stage Lyme have even further difficulty getting a diagnosis and treatment because the healthcare professionals in Ontario are not aware of the late stage symptoms to watch for, or the fact that many of these symptoms overlap other diseases! 
 
Please consider my voice as one who is experiencing first-hand the horrors of this disease, horrors that are amplified by the lack of support from a country which has ample resources to recognize and adequately treat what is becoming an increasing epidemic in Canada.
 
Regards,
Roze R
 
An online campaign for Lyme Ontario

Saturday, July 25, 2015

A Family Affair

As I have steadily been improving in health, my sister Heidi has been struggling with a severe downturn in her health.  After years of being constantly tired and receiving a recent Celiac Disease diagnosis, she is experiencing symptoms very similar to my Lyme symptoms.  Heidi is bed-bound as a result, only able to use a walking frame for very short distances.  In addition to the muscle pain, severe fatigue and weakness, trouble with thought processing and mental exhaustion, she has been having seizures (a symptom I have thankfully been spared).  Heidi and her husband live in Australia.  After much testing and a week spent in hospital, all of the tests the doctors have administered have returned negative.  As a result they have suggested that Heidi is experiencing some psychological issues which have resulted in her body shutting down.  We do not accept this suggestion, as Heidi has always been energetic and full of life, constantly busy and what I have affectionately named a 'super mum'.  As her symptoms overlap mine in so many ways, we strongly suspect Heidi also has Lyme Disease.  She is the same age as I was when Lyme took over my body - 27.  She also has three young children.  Like Canada, Australia is not adept in recognizing, diagnosing or treating Lyme.  We are not sure at this point where Heidi will end up going to receive a diagnosis and treatment.  By the grace of God, she has an appointment scheduled in Melbourne (Heidi lives in Western Australia) with a doctor there who has Lyme himself.  We are hoping he will be able to help her.  Because of the severe weakness, fatigue and seizures, it will be very difficult for Heidi to manage the flight to Melbourne.  We ask that you keep Heidi and her family in your prayers.  We are thankful that, because of my journey with Lyme, we have recognized signs of the disease very early after the symptoms have made an appearance and are hopeful this will speed up the process until her treatment can begin.  Heidi has taken the Horowitz questionaire (link here: http://lymeontario.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/03/Horowitz-Questionnaire.pdf), and scored very high which strongly indicates Lyme as the source of her health struggles.

Heidi and her boys 

We have been trying to wrap our minds around how it is possible for two sisters to both have late stage Lyme disease.  I have lived in Canada for 14 years and assumed I contracted Lyme here.  Both Canada and Australia downplay the prevalence of Lyme in their countries.  If Heidi does indeed have Lyme, this will mean that we most likely contracted it as children, as we obviously both lived in the same area back then, and have memories of removing ticks from our bodies.  Lyme is able to lie dormant in our bodies for years at a time, causing non-specific symptoms that we tend to ignore, until a compromise to our immune system causes it to emerge and take over in full force.  A strong immune system is able to hold Lyme back so that those of us infected are able to be symptom free for many years.  It is well possible that this is what has happened with Heidi and I.

Because I was not aware of the Lyme infection within my body when I had children, it is quite possible that I have passed the infection on to my children (this will also be the same for Heidi).  We will have to monitor our children closely for symptoms and treat them as soon as possible, should they arise.  For now, our children appear healthy and strong, and keeping their immune systems strong is their best defense.

I would like to share with you a psalm that was very dear to me during the years when I was very sick.  It seems to put a voice to the inner struggles that we experience during times of intense trial, during the sleepless nights that we battle through, and directs our gaze upwards for hope and comfort:

Psalm 77

I cry out to God; yes, I shout.
    Oh, that God would listen to me!
 
When I was in deep trouble,
    I searched for the Lord.
All night long I prayed, with hands lifted toward heaven,
    but my soul was not comforted.
 
I think of God, and I moan,
    overwhelmed with longing for his help. Interlude

You don’t let me sleep.
    I am too distressed even to pray!
 
I think of the good old days,
    long since ended,
 
when my nights were filled with joyful songs.
    I search my soul and ponder the difference now.
 
Has the Lord rejected me forever?
    Will he never again be kind to me?
 
Is his unfailing love gone forever?
    Have his promises permanently failed?
 
Has God forgotten to be gracious?
    Has he slammed the door on his compassion? Interlude

And I said, “This is my fate;
    the Most High has turned his hand against me.”
 
But then I recall all you have done, O Lord;
    I remember your wonderful deeds of long ago.
 
They are constantly in my thoughts.
    I cannot stop thinking about your mighty works.

O God, your ways are holy.
    Is there any god as mighty as you?
 
You are the God of great wonders!
    You demonstrate your awesome power among the nations.
 
By your strong arm, you redeemed your people,
    the descendants of Jacob and Joseph. Interlude

When the Red Sea saw you, O God,
    its waters looked and trembled!
    The sea quaked to its very depths.
 
The clouds poured down rain;
    the thunder rumbled in the sky.
    Your arrows of lightning flashed.
 
Your thunder roared from the whirlwind;
    the lightning lit up the world!
    The earth trembled and shook.
 
Your road led through the sea,
    your pathway through the mighty waters—
    a pathway no one knew was there!
 
You led your people along that road like a flock of sheep,
    with Moses and Aaron as their shepherds.

Thursday, May 28, 2015

Time with my ma



I ASKED GOD
I asked God for strength that I might achieve.
I was made weak that I might learn humbly to obey.
I asked for health that I might do greater things.
I was given infirmity that I might do better things.
I asked for riches that I might be happy.
I was given poverty that I might be wise.
I asked for power that I might have the praise of men.
I was given weakness that I might feel the need of God.
I asked for all things that I might enjoy life.
I was given life that I might enjoy all things.
I got nothing that I asked for, but everything I hoped for. 
Almost despite myself, my unspoken prayers were answered. 
I am, among all men, most richly blessed.

I spent some precious time with my mum who arrived for a visit from Australia for a couple of weeks.  She was very excited about the progress I have made in the past year!  When she saw me in June of last year I was not walking, constantly completely physically drained, homebound and struggling to breathe due to the Babesia co-infection.  This year we walked together around the block and enjoyed an overnight trip to Toronto!!  Although still restricted because of my limited diet and mental and physical fatigue, we were able to do this without a wheelchair or walker and I left my IV pole at home!! 

Out for tea with my ma... xox

I am about 70% better than I was last year.  I still need to pace myself but am strong enough to begin Alinia treatment which is intended to address my brain fog, headaches and mental exhaustion.  Dr McShane anticipates that I will not need to be on IV antibiotics any longer, providing I respond well to Alinia treatment.  I have discontinued IV antibiotics but will keep my PICC line in for a few months yet in case I have a downturn and so that I am able to receive IV treatments from the Naturopath to help rebuild my immune system.  

I will write more about Alinia treatment at a later date as I need to rest now before my children come home from school and I head off to the Naturopath for my 2X weekly ozone therapy treatment. 

Local Paper Clipping





A couple of weeks ago my story was in the local paper.  The reporter did a great job of covering a lot of what we talked about.  We are hoping that awareness of Lyme disease will spread, especially in light of the increasing amount of ticks found in our backyards lately.


Here is a link to the article:
http://www.niagarathisweek.com/community-story/5616116--i-want-people-to-know-about-lyme-disease-/;send=false#.VVTjRKVi34M.facebook