Showing posts with label weakness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label weakness. Show all posts

Tuesday, February 2, 2016

The Importance of Detox During Treatment

I thought I would share some things relevant to treatment in the next few posts, for those of you who are looking to this blog as a bit of a resource for Lyme diagnosis and treatment.

During my entire treatment period, (and still now, although to a lot lesser degree) I made sure to detoxify my body regularly.  The reason for this is that as you are killing off the bacteria, toxins are created. The dying of bacteria will often make your symptoms worse - called a herxheimer. Not all patients will experience a Herx reaction, it depends on things such as the level of infection and the method of treatment that you are undergoing. "The Jarisch–Herxheimer reaction is a reaction to endotoxin-like products released by the death of harmful microorganisms within the body during antibiotic treatment." (wikipedia). Basically, the dying or dead bacteria dumps a bunch of toxins into your bloodstream at a rate quicker than you are able to eliminate naturally. If you do not remove the toxins, they will reabsorb into your bloodstream, reversing some of the good that you are doing through treatment.  Most Lyme patients have trouble with naturally eliminating toxins, making it very important to use regular detox methods.  I could tell when I was particularly toxic, because my pain levels would increase.  Here are some of the methods I used to detoxify my body during treatment:

Epsom salt and Hydrogen Peroxide Bath = Disolve 1 cup of Epsom salts, and about 2 cups of Hydrogen Peroxide into a steaming bath.  Soak for about 20 mins.  Any longer will risk re-absorption of the toxins, as well as exhaust your body while it is already in a weak state. Water should be hot enough to cause you to sweat.  The hydrogen peroxide will help with detoxification, the epsom salts are a source of magnesium, which will help with muscle cramping and pain.  Most Lyme patients are deficient in magnesium, as the Lyme bacteria strips our bodies of magnesium.  I took an Epsom salt and Hydrogen Peroxide bath on alternate days than I used the infrared sauna.

Infrared Sauna or public sauna = Infrared Saunas are particularly effective at raising your core temperature in a very short while compared to public steam saunas,  Sweating out the toxins is a very effective way to eliminate them.  Be sure to drink a lot of water with added mineral drops in it to support your body during this detox.  Stay in the sauna for 10 minutes after you begin to sweat.  Wipe the sweat off of your body with a towel as soon as it forms, to prevent re-absorption of toxins.  You can turn the sauna off once you begin to sweat, and the sweat will pour from your body.  I always had the sauna set at about 45 degrees Celsius, but you should set it at a temperature that is comfortable for you and causes you to sweat without draining your energy.  Shower immediately after you exit the sauna.  When purchasing an infrared sauna (I found mine second-hand on kijiji.ca), be sure to buy one that is made without the use of toxic wood finishes, as sitting in an environment where you are breathing in toxic fumes defeats the purpose of using the sauna for detox.
My infrared sauna

Oil Pulling = Very cheap and easy method of detox.  I prefer to use coconut oil as it has a more bearable flavour but you can also use oils such as grape seed or cold-pressed virgin olive oil.  Put 1 tablespoon of oil into your mouth.  If coconut oil, chew until it becomes a liquid.  Then swish or pull the oil between your teeth.  You can work your way up to 15 minutes of oil pulling, beginning at 5 minutes each day.  Begin oil pulling immediately upon awakening in the morning, before eating or drinking anything.  After 15 minutes, spit the oil into your toilet (not the sink as it will be full of toxins from in your mouth) and rinse your mouth with warm (salty if you like) water.  Brush your teeth with only warm water to get rid of the extra oil on your teeth and tongue.  Oil pulling has the added benefit of whitening your teeth - which is especially helpful because of the mineral deposits that can make your teeth black during antibiotic treatment!

Lemon Water = Squeeze some fresh lemon juice into your water as often as you are able to during the day.  And drink as much water daily as you can handle! Avoid drinks that strip your body of hydration, such as caffeine and alcohol.

Glutathione = Our bodies naturally produce glutathione which aides in the elimination of toxins.  It is effective to take it during treatment but needs to be in a lipsomal or intravenous form for it to work properly.  I took glutathione intravenously every day before running through my IV antibiotics.  Ideally, you would take glutathione at least three times per week.

Ozone Therapy = Ozone is a pure oxygen therapy.  There are several forms of ozone therapy, oral, intravenous and rectal.  I used a hyperbaric oxygen chamber daily for the first 6 months of my treatment.  It was helpful as it saturated my muscles with oxygen, and re-energized me.  The most effective form for maximum absorption is the rectal form of ozone therapy.  You should be able to get ozone therapy at your local naturopath.  I found I received a huge energy boost from rectal ozone therapy and it was a helpful tool in propelling me towards healing.

Activated Charcoal = Activated charcoal binds to toxins as it travels through your digestive system and thus eliminates them from your body.  It must be taken at least 4 hours away from other medications, as it will also bind to them and render them ineffective.  During heavy treatment I took between 5-7 activated charcoal when I awoke in the middle of each night.  Unfortunately, in many people, activated charcoal use will lead to constipation.  I found the opposite was true for me so I found activated charcoal a helpful aide in detoxification.

Herbals = The herbals I took to assist me in removing toxins included Parsley and Burbur by Nutramedix.  As with many other forms of detox, you should slowly work up from 1 drop under your tongue 2X daily (between meals and medications) to 10 drops, so as not to shock your body by detoxing too quickly.  I also used a herbal detox called Mandipur and took it on alternate days to the Parsley and Burbur.  Your body can become accustomed to one method of detoxing and it will become less effective, so it is important to switch them up.

Eat a Clean Diet = Try to buy organic produce as much as possible, especially avoiding those from the 'dirty dozen' list of foods with a high amount of chemical residue.  If possible, also buy organic grass-fed meats during treatment to lower your toxin load and make treatment easier on your stressed immune system.
Dirty dozen list:  http://www.ewg.org/foodnews/dirty_dozen_list.php
Clean 15 list: http://www.ewg.org/foodnews/clean_fifteen_list.php

Essential Oils = I do not know much about essential oils, as I have yet to try them but I am aware of their ability to be used for detoxification as well.  It is important to choose an essential oil company that only produces the purest quality of oils.

Saturday, January 30, 2016

REMISSION?!!!

I have been quiet for a bit.....
You will understand once I explain why.  You see, I am living life again!! I feel like I am permanently smiling - having the ability to live life again is an AMAZING GIFT!!!!
My Lyme Doc tells me I am not technically in remission because I have to be symptom free for 3 months for it to be official.  But I am more than happy with this level of healing, even if I am not quite considered to be in remission.  I think I forgot what it was like to have energy and vitality, to be a part of life rather than just existing and trying to make it to the end of each day.  I have a spring in my step! The character and spunk that I thought was permanently changed is creeping back in.  Haha, some of you may wish me back to my old state - I will try to manage my character a little better this time round, I promise....That is truly what it feels like for me - a new beginning!! Time to CELEBRATE!! Thank-you LORD!!!

PSALM 30
I will exalt you, LORD, for you lifted me out of the depths
 and did not let my enemies gloat over me.
LORD my God, I called to you for help, and you healed me.                                
You, LORD, brought me up from the realm of the dead;
                           you spared me from going down to the pit.                                
        Sing the praises of the LORD, you his faithful people; praise his holy name.                                
   For his anger lasts only a moment, but his favor lasts a lifetime;
weeping may stay for the night, but rejoicing comes in the morning.                                
                             When I felt secure, I said, “I will never be shaken.”                                
     LORD, when you favored me, you made my royal mountainc stand firm;
but when you hid your face, I was dismayed.                       
To you, LORD, I called; to the Lord I cried for mercy:                                
      “What is gained if I am silenced, if I go down to the pit? Will the dust praise you?
Will it proclaim your faithfulness?                                
                             Hear, LORD, and be merciful to me; LORD, be my help.”                                
You turned my wailing into dancing;
                               you removed my sackcloth and clothed me with joy,                                
   that my heart may sing your praises and not be silent.
LORD my God, I will praise you forever.
Discovering new, beautiful, serene beaches in Australia
 
I will be working over the next months on building strength particularly in my core/gleuts/shoulders and back where I have lost muscle tone over the past four years.  I am excited that this is possible again as my previous physiotherapy attempts had a negative effect on my body.  I still get muscle and joint pain - although to a far lesser degree, and often have trouble with my ribs and spine misaligning. I am hoping that by strengthening the muscles that are weak, I will be able to stabilize and support the weaker areas of my body.

We are so grateful that I am able to function without support in my role as wife and mother again. I can keep up with my home and even join in supporting my children at school again. You can expect to see me on as many school trips and at every school function I can possibly attend!

I am having trouble with re-occurring bladder infections yet.  I will be seeing a urologist soon to determine the cause of those and what can be done to prevent them.  I will also be undergoing an endoscopy to determine if I have Celiac Disease.  Antibodies to gluten have been found in my saliva, so I am gluten sensitive but this test will determine if I am a true Celiac.  Only problem is that I have to go on gluten for the next six weeks, which I am not keen on.  I have decided to do only sprouted organic wheat and see if my body is less affected by gluten in that form...

I will be finishing off my Lyme medications, including Alinia (which has greatly helped me overcome my neurological Lyme symptoms) within the next month, and switching to an Essential Oil protocol.  I intend to use DoTerra or Young Living Essential Oils to support my immune system and create a healthily hostile environment for Lyme bacteria to return to.

As for the yeast issues that have resulted from the use of long-term antibiotics, I am currently taking Fluconazole, but will be looking into doing a Leaky Gut program from Josh Axe within the next few weeks as well in an attempt to heal and restore my stomach and intestines.

Personally I have found a mostly Vegetarian diet to be suited to my body.  Unfortunately a high vegetable and gluten-free grain diet creates a lot of work as I am hungry every two hours (not sure if this is because of a quick metabolism or a result of malabsorption of nutrients).  I have been introduced to a Thermomix  while in Australia and may be looking into purchasing a similar tool eventually to help make kitchen preparations a lot easier and free up some of my time for other pursuits.

Here are some pics from my recent trip 'home' to Australia.  My friend Tish was especially amazed at my progress as she hasn't seen me for awhile and the last time she saw me I was barely functioning! Thanks for the great memories!!

Tyson running through the sand and surf
 Bodyboarding!! I was not yet strong enough for surfing but this I could do!!
 Spending time with family
 Enjoying the gorgeous sunsets with my bestie and wine and cheese... xox
Night view over Perth city
 Enjoying local food
Catching up with friends

Monday, August 10, 2015

A Political Disease

Lyme is a political disease.  It's mechanisms are relatively unknown yet and doctors here in Canada are ignorantly relying on inaccurate tests and following inadequate treatment guidelines.  I have seen the devastation that having this disease in Canada causes - especially for people who do not have access to finances to receive out-of-province care. 
 
We need to tread carefully when discussing the political nature of this disease as the very livelihood of some Lyme patients and the security of the licenses of doctors who dare to treat the disease with the necessary protocol are at stake.  I have met someone with Lyme recently who has a family to feed and only has access to disability payments if he concedes to a diagnosis of depression and anxiety.  Because insurance companies and their doctors are convinced that Lyme is a disease that is 'hard to get and easy to treat', this unfortunate man continues to suffer from Lyme without access to treatment.  Although he has a positive blood test confirming that he suffers from Lyme, he has been told in no uncertain terms that he does not have Lyme and he must discontinue speaking of it's existence or seeking treatment for it.  If he does indeed seek treatment for Lyme (even out-of-pocket treatment), the payments that are keeping his family clothed, housed and fed will discontinue.  This man is in need of IV antibiotics to kill the Lyme bacteria, as oral antibiotics have so far been ineffective.  Having to get treatment 'under the radar' means that he will not have access through his family doctor to CCAC nursing care for his picc line dressing changes, flushes and IV lines.  As he needs the treatment, we have sought the help of local nurses to gather extra hospital supplies so that he can receive the treatment he needs to have a chance to possibly regain his health.  I also have gathered extra supplies over the past year which will be passed on to him.
 
This is the kind of complications that many people suffering with Lyme Disease experience here in Canada.  I am one of the fortunate ones.  Being a woman, I am not the breadwinner of this family.  Being part of a community of believers, I have access to funds for out-of-pocket treatment and home care for myself and my family.  I am also able to speak openly about the affects of this disease, as I am not constrained by politics, nor am I relying on the whims of a health insurance company.  With my health improving so much recently, God has now placed me in a position to appeal to the government to make changes to our healthcare system.  I have limited energy and resources to make a difference, but I will continue to do what I can.  I met with my local MPP recently to help him understand the complications that those of us with Lyme in Ontario face.  Those of us who are physically and mentally able need to appeal to our local government and health ministry to make the necessary changes to allow for adequate treatment and fund new research before the Lyme epidemic expands further.
 
In this past month, I have been approached by three different people who suspect they may have Lyme and are wondering how to go about getting accurate testing and diagnosis.  I will write a post about the steps to take if you think you may be infected at a later date....
 

 Round Table Meeting with MPPs Tim Hudak and Toby Barrett - Take a bite out of Lyme Challenge
 
Below is the letter that I sent to the Minister of Health, as well as my local MPP.  It will help you understand some of the issues that Lyme patients face and why we currently consider Lyme a political disease:

Dear Dr Eric Hoskins
Minister of Health and Long Term Care,
 
I am writing to you in regards to my personal experience with contracting Lyme disease and need for out-of-country medical care to treat it.  I am hoping to give a voice to the many patients like me who have suffered as a result of a healthcare system that is ineffective in recognizing and treating late stage Lyme disease.
 
MY KNOWLEDGE OF LYME:
Prior to being diagnosed with Lyme disease I was vaguely aware of its existence.  I was not aware of the symptoms to watch for, especially late stage symptoms.  Although I had knowledge of how to remove a tick I was unaware of the risk of infection, the low percentage of people who actually notice a bull’s eye rash or the long-term disability that could result.  

 HEALTHY AND STRONG:
Formerly fit, healthy, athletic and energetic, I was active in the community and loved to challenge myself with team and extreme sports.  At no point in my life do I remember having a tick bite or a bulls-eye rash.  However, I loved the outdoors and spent a lot of time in nature, both in my native Australia and here in Canada.  We also adopted a pet dog from a shelter and were not aware enough to check him for potential infection.

 IMMUNE COMPROMISE – SUDDEN ONSET:
In June 2011, after giving birth to my son at the age of 27, my body collapsed physically and I became severely weak in my limb-girdle joints and muscles.  To my horror I and was unable to weight bear through my hips.  My body would simply drop me like a dead weight.  I was sent home half a week later in a wheelchair, with minimal homecare support and a newborn son, 1 year-old daughter and 3 year-old son to somehow take care of. 

 DETERMINED TO RECOVER:
My joint hypermobility increased and my muscles refused to respond to daily physiotherapy.  The physiotherapist assigned to my home signed off after a few weeks as I was not making any physical progress….. No amount of determination could overcome the fatigue in my muscles and joints.  It seemed the more I pushed, the quicker I fatigued.  I would wheel around my home on an office chair, sit to shower and crawl across the carpet.  With three very young children to take care of, I was given no governmental aide either financially or physically and relied on family/friends/church for the care my family and I needed.

 CANADIAN SPECIALISTS:
For three years my family doctor sent me to various specialists.  I saw a Physiatrist, 2 Rheumatologists, 3 Neurologists, Neuro-muscular specialist, Physiotherapists (out of pocket), Chiropractor (out of pocket), Naturopath (out of pocket), Bowen Therapist (out of pocket), Pain specialist, Cardiologist, Sleep specialist and Geneticist.

 TESTING:
Tests done over these three years included: MRI’s – brain, spine, hips, Pelvic X-rays, EMG muscle stimulation, nerve conduction studies, muscle biopsy of thigh muscle, many sets of bloodwork, sleep study, vision testing, chest ultrasound. 
 
SYMTOMS:
My symptoms included muscle weakness – particularly limb-girdle, severe fatigue, increased joint hypermobility, deep muscle and joint pain, muscle twitching, low stamina/endurance, swollen knees, severe insomnia, trouble concentrating, difficulty with thought processing, air hunger, chest heaviness, dizziness, night sweats, forgetfulness.
 
In desperation, during a particularly bad bout, we headed to Toronto General Hospital to see if I could gain access to resources and answers from the team of specialists there.  Due to the severity of my symptoms I was admitted but after routine bloodwork failed to show anything, I was sent home and encouraged to ‘follow the advice of the physiotherapy team’.

 OVERLAPING DISEASES:
I was suspected to have:  Myasthenia Gravis, Fibromyalgia and Ehlers-Danlos Hypermobility Syndrome.  Although my symptoms overlap these diseases, I never quite fit any of these fully so I am still technically undiagnosed in Canada.

 LYME TESTING:
In 2012 I saw a Canadian Naturopath who suspected that I was potentially suffering from Lyme disease.  At that time I convinced my family doctor to do the standard ELISA test which is the initial screening test done in Canada.  It came back negative.  As I was unaware of the inaccuracy of the testing, both my family doctor and I were content that I could not have Lyme disease. 
 
In May 2014, through reading a MacLean’s article on Lyme disease in Canada, I was made aware of many more of the symptoms of Lyme disease, many of which fit mine.  The article also informed of the lack of sensitivity of the ELISA test and advised of testing in USA using the Western Blot method.  Currently the Western Blot is the second test used in Canada and the ELISA is the initial screen test, so if an ELISA test is negative the Western Blot will not be ordered.  As my symptoms fit so many of those with Lyme disease, I paid to have bloodwork sent to IGeneX lab in California.  My western blot test came back positive for Lyme disease, although still not according to Canadian standards.  The CDC and the IGeneX lab have different criteria for issuing a positive result.  I was negative by CDC standards, positive according to IGeneX criteria.  Even without bloodwork, Lyme disease is supposed to be a clinical diagnosis.  Bloodwork may be helpful in diagnosis but Lyme disease is supposed to be based on a clinical diagnosis.  Lyme is difficult to find in bloodwork because the body often does not mount an immune response as the spirochete are very adept at hiding in the immune system. 

 SYMPTOMS INCREASING:
By this point I was struggling with severe air hunger and becoming increasingly weak.  My family doctor had me scheduled to get a lung function test done next.  We were still chasing symptoms…. She said she couldn’t read the results of my IGeneX lab work but was ‘pretty sure it was negative’.  She admitted that I probably knew more about Lyme disease than she did but yet she was convinced that I did not have Lyme.  In her opinion I was still suffering from some unknown, un-diagnosable, extremely rare condition….She said I could possibly see an infectious disease specialist but that it would take many months for that appointment also.  By now we understood how the system in Canada worked.  We did not have time to wait around as I was going downhill fast…

 I had one more referral to a pain specialist in London that I decided to keep.  I decided not to mention that we suspected I was suffering from Lyme Disease and see what this doctor would come up with.  After examination I was sent back to the waiting room and given ‘one more form’ to fill out.  It was a clinical diagnostic questionnaire for Lyme Disease.  I scored very high and the doctor advised us to seek treatment in the States as he was unable because of government restrictions to help us.  We were told that Canada is about ten years behind the States in treating Lyme Disease so not to waste our time in Canada.

 LYME LITERATE MEDICAL DOCTORS:
At this point we realized that our only hope of diagnosis and treatment was to seek out a Lyme literate specialist outside of Canada.  My bloodwork, coupled with my symptoms bore testament to the fact that Lyme disease was the cause of my health issues.  I was diagnosed with Lyme and clinically co-infections Bartonella and Babesia.  By this time the disease was in a late stage and would require aggressive, long-term treatment to eradicate.  I began IV and oral antibiotic treatment immediately in America, crossing the border and paying out-of pocket for the chance to return to life and living again.
 
The complication with having very few doctors who are daring enough to risk their medical licenses to treat Lyme Disease is that there is a market for doctors who wish to exploit patients with Lyme Disease.  After a few months, with the bills piling up at a ridiculous rate, we realized that the doctor we were seeing (although knowledgeable of Lyme and co-infections) was charging us much far more than she should have for treatment.  I was given a reputable referral to a new Lyme Literate Doctor (also in America) and have continued successful treatment with her since September 2014.
 
FINANCIAL BURDEN:
We have spent over $100,000 out of pocket on treatment for this disease over the past seven months.  We receive financial aid from family, friends and our church community.  Without their help this disease would have already devastated us financially.  There are many people suffering from Lyme disease that cannot afford the treatment that I am so fortunate to receive.  I have made great improvement and am able to walk again but am still currently undergoing aggressive treatment as I have a long way to go to become fully functioning again. 

 FAMILY PRACTITIONER:
My family doctor did not support a Lyme disease diagnosis.  She preferred to think of it as a psychological disorder because she had exhausted her resources and nothing had shown up in the testing I had done here in Canada.  We have had to leave her care as she will not support me during my treatment for Lyme.  Without her support I was not able to access weekly bloodwork that was needed during treatment, CCAC nursing care to take care of my picc line dressings or the intravenous equipment to administer my daily medications. 

 THE CANADIAN WAY:
The Canadian Health Care System has failed us. We saw many taxpayer dollars wasted on unnecessary blood-work, expensive tests, doctor and specialist visits.  We waited in hope for months between each specialist appointment, only to be disappointed when my symptoms did not fit the mold. We were certain that if all of the specialists put their heads together they would be able to figure out my apparently one-of-a-kind case.  It is now apparent that my symptoms are actually very common for one suffering from Lyme disease.  Since beginning treatment, I have been back to see some of the specialists that saw me at my physical worst.  I have been laughed at and was told in no uncertain terms by my neurologist that the diagnosis of Lyme and treatment I am currently receiving is as ridiculous as it is harmful to my body.  In her opinion the huge strides I have made in physical strength since then can apparently be attributed to the placebo effect.
 
AGGRESSIVE TREATMENT – A NECESSARY EVIL:
Although treatment is certainly no walk in the park and I am aware of the side-effects and damage that long-term antibiotics can do to my body, I am satisfied that this aggressive treatment is necessary to destroy the disease.  I am balancing the destructive effects of treatment with supplements, probiotics and a strict diet to keep my body as healthy as possible.  I am working hard to stay positive and focused during treatment. 

The negative effects of treatment are outweighed by the abilities that I am regaining.  I am hopeful that there will be a better cure for Lyme disease than aggressive antibiotics in the future.  I am also hopeful that those of us who suffer with Lyme disease will be supported by the government and healthcare professionals here in Canada so that we are not forced to go to America for treatment.

 CHANGE IS NEEDED!
I would like to see the following changes to our government and healthcare system in regards to lyme disease diagnosis and treatment:
·         Shorter wait times for specialists. It took three years for me to find out that I didn’t have anything recognizable to Canadian doctors.
·         Better communication between healthcare professionals – accurate information sharing would save time, money and frustration and get results in a timely manner.
·         OHIP coverage for things like physiotherapy/naturopath/Lyme specialists.  These costs should not be shouldered by the patient.
·         Financial or physical assistance to take care of the dependents of those disabled and debilitated by lyme disease. 
·         Education for doctors and specialists who should be the first to pick up the signs of lyme disease in their patients – especially late stage symptoms.
·         More scientific research to find an accurate diagnostic tool and possibly a cure for lyme disease.
·         Stop threatening the careers of those who wish to diagnose and treat lyme disease.  Give the doctors and patients the power to do whatever is necessary to treat a disease that is devastating in its effects on the lives of patients and their loved ones.
 
BETTER EDUCATION:
In my opinion, warning people to watch for flu-like symptoms and a bulls-eye rash is not enough.  Bulls-eye rashes are reported in less than half of people infected with Lyme disease.  Flu-like symptoms are ignored by most folk who lead a regular life and are not hypochondriac in nature.  These symptoms are only a beginning of the many that follow – those who miss these early symptoms or perhaps do not get the early symptoms are not even aware there are any others to watch for.  Those of us with late stage Lyme have even further difficulty getting a diagnosis and treatment because the healthcare professionals in Ontario are not aware of the late stage symptoms to watch for, or the fact that many of these symptoms overlap other diseases! 
 
Please consider my voice as one who is experiencing first-hand the horrors of this disease, horrors that are amplified by the lack of support from a country which has ample resources to recognize and adequately treat what is becoming an increasing epidemic in Canada.
 
Regards,
Roze R
 
An online campaign for Lyme Ontario

Saturday, July 25, 2015

A Family Affair

As I have steadily been improving in health, my sister Heidi has been struggling with a severe downturn in her health.  After years of being constantly tired and receiving a recent Celiac Disease diagnosis, she is experiencing symptoms very similar to my Lyme symptoms.  Heidi is bed-bound as a result, only able to use a walking frame for very short distances.  In addition to the muscle pain, severe fatigue and weakness, trouble with thought processing and mental exhaustion, she has been having seizures (a symptom I have thankfully been spared).  Heidi and her husband live in Australia.  After much testing and a week spent in hospital, all of the tests the doctors have administered have returned negative.  As a result they have suggested that Heidi is experiencing some psychological issues which have resulted in her body shutting down.  We do not accept this suggestion, as Heidi has always been energetic and full of life, constantly busy and what I have affectionately named a 'super mum'.  As her symptoms overlap mine in so many ways, we strongly suspect Heidi also has Lyme Disease.  She is the same age as I was when Lyme took over my body - 27.  She also has three young children.  Like Canada, Australia is not adept in recognizing, diagnosing or treating Lyme.  We are not sure at this point where Heidi will end up going to receive a diagnosis and treatment.  By the grace of God, she has an appointment scheduled in Melbourne (Heidi lives in Western Australia) with a doctor there who has Lyme himself.  We are hoping he will be able to help her.  Because of the severe weakness, fatigue and seizures, it will be very difficult for Heidi to manage the flight to Melbourne.  We ask that you keep Heidi and her family in your prayers.  We are thankful that, because of my journey with Lyme, we have recognized signs of the disease very early after the symptoms have made an appearance and are hopeful this will speed up the process until her treatment can begin.  Heidi has taken the Horowitz questionaire (link here: http://lymeontario.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/03/Horowitz-Questionnaire.pdf), and scored very high which strongly indicates Lyme as the source of her health struggles.

Heidi and her boys 

We have been trying to wrap our minds around how it is possible for two sisters to both have late stage Lyme disease.  I have lived in Canada for 14 years and assumed I contracted Lyme here.  Both Canada and Australia downplay the prevalence of Lyme in their countries.  If Heidi does indeed have Lyme, this will mean that we most likely contracted it as children, as we obviously both lived in the same area back then, and have memories of removing ticks from our bodies.  Lyme is able to lie dormant in our bodies for years at a time, causing non-specific symptoms that we tend to ignore, until a compromise to our immune system causes it to emerge and take over in full force.  A strong immune system is able to hold Lyme back so that those of us infected are able to be symptom free for many years.  It is well possible that this is what has happened with Heidi and I.

Because I was not aware of the Lyme infection within my body when I had children, it is quite possible that I have passed the infection on to my children (this will also be the same for Heidi).  We will have to monitor our children closely for symptoms and treat them as soon as possible, should they arise.  For now, our children appear healthy and strong, and keeping their immune systems strong is their best defense.

I would like to share with you a psalm that was very dear to me during the years when I was very sick.  It seems to put a voice to the inner struggles that we experience during times of intense trial, during the sleepless nights that we battle through, and directs our gaze upwards for hope and comfort:

Psalm 77

I cry out to God; yes, I shout.
    Oh, that God would listen to me!
 
When I was in deep trouble,
    I searched for the Lord.
All night long I prayed, with hands lifted toward heaven,
    but my soul was not comforted.
 
I think of God, and I moan,
    overwhelmed with longing for his help. Interlude

You don’t let me sleep.
    I am too distressed even to pray!
 
I think of the good old days,
    long since ended,
 
when my nights were filled with joyful songs.
    I search my soul and ponder the difference now.
 
Has the Lord rejected me forever?
    Will he never again be kind to me?
 
Is his unfailing love gone forever?
    Have his promises permanently failed?
 
Has God forgotten to be gracious?
    Has he slammed the door on his compassion? Interlude

And I said, “This is my fate;
    the Most High has turned his hand against me.”
 
But then I recall all you have done, O Lord;
    I remember your wonderful deeds of long ago.
 
They are constantly in my thoughts.
    I cannot stop thinking about your mighty works.

O God, your ways are holy.
    Is there any god as mighty as you?
 
You are the God of great wonders!
    You demonstrate your awesome power among the nations.
 
By your strong arm, you redeemed your people,
    the descendants of Jacob and Joseph. Interlude

When the Red Sea saw you, O God,
    its waters looked and trembled!
    The sea quaked to its very depths.
 
The clouds poured down rain;
    the thunder rumbled in the sky.
    Your arrows of lightning flashed.
 
Your thunder roared from the whirlwind;
    the lightning lit up the world!
    The earth trembled and shook.
 
Your road led through the sea,
    your pathway through the mighty waters—
    a pathway no one knew was there!
 
You led your people along that road like a flock of sheep,
    with Moses and Aaron as their shepherds.