Tuesday, June 6, 2017

....Not done yet....

HYPERBARIC OXYGEN THERAPY
Wow, where do I begin?!
Since my last blog post I have spent the winter months primarily in bed, battling symptoms mostly affecting my brain, including severe light sensitivity, headaches, difficulty with thinking, dizziness, memory loss and exhaustion.
The naturopathic herbalist tried in vain to treat the bacteria as it arose, I would barely be recovered when I would get knocked down again.  At one point I was taking 4 killer pills every two hours around the clock for a few days as it seemed the bacteria was growing at a faster rate than we were treating it.  This did not seem like a long-term solution, also financially as the killer pills alone are $4-8 each.  Through this herbalist I had met another patient with Lyme named Jamie.  He since returned to Edmonton, where he discovered a clinic that treated Lyme patients using primarily Hyperbaric Oxygen Therapy.  He did a lot of research about this therapy in the treatment of Lyme and encouraged me to do the same as he was preparing to try this avenue of treatment.  It turns out that the Lyme spirochete are anaerobic in nature, meaning that they can't survive in a high oxygen environment.  Hyperbaric Oxygen is pure oxygen delivered in a high pressure tank, allowing it to soak through every tissue and organ in the human body.  This means the bacteria, wherever they are still hiding, are unable to escape and unable to protect themselves as the oxygen can break through the protective layer (biofilm) that they surround themselves in to hide from conventional treatments and the immune system.  The plan is to do Hyperbaric Oxygen Therapy every day (so as not to give the bacteria any chance to reproduce) for two life cycles of the Lyme.  A life cycle is thought to be between two to four weeks, hence an 8-9 week treatment period.  Daily treatment is 1.5 hours in the chamber, and 5 hours every two weeks to see what reaction my body will have and help in determining what kind of bacteria load is left.

Two of the Hyperbaric Chambers

APOTHEC WELLNESS CLINIC
Thankfully the Hyperbaric Clinic has teamed with the Apothec Wellness Clinic.  This means that the many other aspects of being chronically ill are also investigated and addressed.  I spend approximately 7-8 hours a day in the clinic doing various therapies in addition to the Hyperbaric Oxygen as part of a comprehensive treatment plan that will continue for the next few years after I am done the intensive therapy here in Edmonton and return home. I am currently in my 6th week of treatment and have experienced many ups and downs in my symptoms during this time, some as extreme as temporary paralysis and dangerously low blood pressure.  But I am confident that this treatment plan is able to cover some of the aspects of disease that have been previously overlooked, taking into consideration my overall wellness, not just working to kill the bacteria.

TESTING
I must say I was a little alarmed when I received my test results back from Armin Labs in Germany.  Having previously received a negative Canadian test for Lyme (Elisa), and a barely positive test from IgeneX Lab in California when my symptoms were at their worst, I wasn't expecting this test to show much.  Especially after having completed three years of intense treatments, both IV and oral antibiotics and a year of herbal anti-microbials, I was assuming most of the bacteria had been eradicated and possibly we were missing something else.  It is now quite clear what we were missing.

My immune system is almost non-existent, so I have no defenses to fight any bacteria, parasites, viruses or fungus that are left after these treatments, giving them ample opportunity to reproduce and re-immerge the minute I discontinue or lower any of the heavy killer methods.
Here are my test results.  Every co-infection I tested for was positive, and the two I didn't test for I have been clinically diagnosed with previously.  The lab is able to test for antibodies and active infection.  Each of the infections below are currently active:

Borrelia (Lyme) Full Antigen - positive result >3                     My result: 20
Borrelia (Lyme) OSP-Mix - positive result >3                          My result: 17
Borrellia burgdorferi seraspot IgM                                            My result: positive
Borrelia SeraSpot OspC                                                             My result: positive
Ehrlichia and Anaplasma - 2-3 weak positive                           My result: 2
Chlamydia pneumonia  - >3 positive                                         My result: 4
EBV Lytic (Epstein Barr Virus or Mono) - >3 positive             My result: 13
EBV Latent - >3 positive                                                           My result: 22
Coxsackie Virus                                                                         My reuslt: positive
Bartonella - untested but previously clinically diagnosed
Babesia - untested but previously clinically diagnosed

I also tested positive for Candida overgrowth, and have an immune response (meaning I am intolerant) to Gluten, Dairy and Eggs.

I decided against testing for more viruses, bacteria and parasites as either way I am infected with each of these and the treatment remains the same whether my load is actually larger than what we have already found or not.

CD 57 (Immune marker) - Reference range 100-360                My result: 18
The result of the CD57 cell count indicates chronic immune suppression, which can be caused by Borrelia burgdorferi or other bacteria like Chlamydia pneumonae or Mychoplasma pneumoniae.
The plan for my immune system is to work very hard over the next few months and years at restoring it.  It is hoped when I re-test the CD 57 in 6 months time I will have a result of 60 which will help prevent me from gathering new viruses and bacteria, and in a year hopefully be at 100 which will mean my body is actually able to fight and resist infection on it's own.

I will write more on treatment in a later post.  I need to head to the clinic now....

Here is a link to a song that has touched my heart lately.  One of the many that speak of trusting in God when we don't understand His plan or know what is ahead.  He will work all things for our good, and I hold onto that promise.  I feel His nearness here and trust that He is also taking care of the family I have left behind in Ontario.  God grant me the grace to accept the things I cannot change, courage to continue to work at changing the things I can, and an extra measure of wisdom to know and accept the difference.....

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n_aVFVveJNs

Happy to spend two precious days with my mum when she visited!! Luvya ma!!






Monday, January 2, 2017

Keeping Lyme at Bay

HAPPY NEW YEAR!! It has been awhile since I blogged last. And what a year 2016 has been....

I decided in May of 2016 to try a different approach to treatment and management of this disease. I felt like I had exhausted my antibiotic options.  Although the oral and IV antibiotics had brought me quite far, helped me to walk and regain my strength and energy again, they completely destroyed my immune system in the process.  At this point, modern medicine is not able to completely eradicate the Lyme and associated bacteria from our bodies.  With a severely disabled immune system from years of disease and antibiotics, and traces of bacteria remaining in my body, it was only a matter of time before the bacteria multiplied and symptoms began returning.  I have come to realize that the key to managing this disease is just that, management.  It appears to be impossible to overcome it completely but it can be managed effectively by keeping my immune system strong, and actively killing the bacteria with herbal antibiotics during flare-ups.

After switching to a herbal protocol in May, I went further downhill for the next two months as my body and the herbals fought against the bacteria again.  I was exhausted and so sick of fighting, but I was told to remain strong, stick to the protocol and I would emerge eventually in a better state.  So I endured and by the 8th week of treatment it seemed that a switch flipped in my body.  My body was stronger and I was beginning to feel healthy and energetic - the best I have felt in years! So I slowly lowered my dosage of herbals, and continued to rebuild my immune system with quality vitamins, supplements, probiotics and a healthy diet (processed food, dairy, sugar and gmo gluten free).  As my body got stronger, I slowly introduced physiotherapy and tiny amounts of cardio again.  I felt alive and rebuilding my body finally felt possible once more!  I was able to enjoy the summer with my children and husband for the first time in 5 years! I took my kids body-boarding in the lake, and tented with them twice over the summer. We did swimming lessons, sold our home and bought a property with a few acres of land.  It seemed that health and 'normal' living was possible again!

I bought a bike! And I can ride it again!!

News of my amazing improvement spread and people were calling and emailing looking for the secret to my recovery.  My brother came to stay with us for 7 weeks to receive the herbal treatment that I was on.  A friend from Winnipeg also came and we made trips back and forth to Toronto to supply them with all the necessary supplements and herbals to treat their Lyme also.  In the busyness of  building a new home, joining in the kids school programs and outings, special diets, treatment protocols, trips to the naturopath, helping others and taking care of my household and family unassisted, I pushed my body beyond it's limits.  I was surprised to notice that even when I overdid things, I recovered much faster than before, I no longer became fatigued and the pain which I felt in my muscles when I pushed them seemed to recover over a few days if I rested.  So I continued to push my body and mind, enjoying the freedom of living a more regular life and not considering the potential consequences. There was so much living to do - so much I had to catch up on, so much I had missed that I was keen to enjoy and join in again!

My brother Del and I 

By the fall of 2016 I had enjoyed four precious months of symptom-free living.  The natural doctor I was seeing had not found any traces of Lyme in my system for those months and as I was his first Lyme patient, he thought it safe to take me off my bacteria killing herbals.  I was only taking them once a day at this point.  Around the same time, I decided to take up swimming again.  My visitors had left and it was time to get into shape.  One week after stopping my herbals completely, my symptoms had returned - pain in my legs, exhaustion and my ribs consistently were popping out of place.  I saw the chiropractor 4 times that week, as quickly as he put my ribs in place they would go out again.  I remembered that the same thing happened before I initially began my Lyme treatment in 2011.  It apppeared the bacteria had returned - and indeed, the herbalist found it with his test. In addition to the returned Lyme, I have crashed my adrenals through years of chronic disease and stress.

So, I am back on heavy herbal and supportive supplement treatment again, and so disappointed to have my health taken away again. The cost is high for the treatment adding further stress.  We are currently spending/borrowing about $800 per week, for a total of $20,000 so far this year.  After a month in bed, I am up and about again and determined to do things differently this time.

MY PLAN

Boost Immune System:
To boost my immune system I use PureTrim products.  They are pure and cold-pressed, easily absorbed by the body and tested by my natural doctor for quality.  I take:
2 TBSP 2X day of Daily Complete (multi-vitamin)
1 TBSP 2X day of Harmony (for energy),
1 cap Synergy Defence (pre-biotic, pro-biotic, digestive aide) before meals
1 cap 2X day of Female Balance to regulate my hormones
2-3 caps Experience (colon cleanse) with 2-4 cups of water before bed
1/2 Puretrim meal replacement shake - for afternoon snack
PureGardens cream (mixed with silver) for my skin

You can buy PureTrim products here and receive free shipping by signing up for autoship:

Kill bacteria:
Custom herbal bacteria killers.  I also like DoTerra oils
Fungus killers - the Lyme cloaks itself in fungus so fungus killers are important to expose the Lyme before killing it.

Detox:
Colon Cleanse - Experience - PureTrim  (see above)
Cleanse blood
LIV52 - liver cleanse - 2 pills 1X day at 1pm
Kidney cleanse - I use Zi Yin Bu Shen Wan (herbal chinese) 8 pills 1X day
Infrared Sauna - every second day
Ozone therapy - local naturopath

Probiotics:
I take Dr Ohirra (green box) probiotics in combination with Puretrim's Harmony

Digestive Aides:
Synergy Defense - PureTrim (see above)
Good digestive enzyme
Fermented foods are also amazing for pro and prebiotics and digestive enzymes

Adrenal Recover:
Stress supplement - 5-HTP NOW brand - 200mg 3X daily
Adrenal support - ADRENAsart - Lorna Vanderhaeghe brand - 2 caps breakfast and lunch
Stay below my daily energy limit - no pushing myself!
Balance hormones - Female Balance - PureTrim (see above)

Physiotherapy:
Slowly increase physiotherapy exercises - very careful not to push my body

Say NO!!:
Taking care of my house and home is all I am able to do right now.  I will be getting help with the housework bi-weekly and am teaching my children to assist with household chores.

I really think the key to keeping the Lyme at bay is to become a hostile host for the bacteria.  That means maintaining a healthy immune system (80% based in the gut) and recovering my physical strength.  I will also remain on low dose herbals for the remainder of my life if need be to avoid another relapse.




Monday, May 16, 2016

Another Sibling with Lyme



So.... seems Lyme has quite an ability to lay dormant in our bodies, only to erupt when we least expect it and cause severely debilitating symptoms that will not resolve despite our determination to will them away, our misguided trust in the medical doctors who diagnose us with 'anything but Lyme', copious amounts of bloodwork, visits to numerous specialists, various medical tests or changes to our diet and living habits.  It now seems obvious to our family that this is very possible, because two of my siblings live in Australia, and I in Canada, it seems most likely that we contracted the disease as youngsters while living together (in a likely endemic area).

My brother Del is also very sick with Lyme.  He has had to quit his job as a youth psychologist due to the severity of his neurological symptoms.  He has been given a clinical diagnosis by an Australian doctor and has begun antibiotic treatment.  Treatments in Australia are also limited, as doctors risk their licenses to help patients and cannot afford the risks of prescribing long-term antibiotic treatment.

If you are able to help our family support Del with the financial burden of his out-of-pocket treatment, please follow the link below: Any amount is appreciated, if we all pull together we can make a difference in the lives of this young family:
http://delsfarm.weebly.com/whats-the-latest-news

May is Lyme Disease awareness month and our family is quite aware of the effects of this disease. My sister is slowly recovering with the assistance of essential oils, bioresonance therapy, diet and lifestyle change and supportive supplementation.  I am working on healing my gut and restoring my immune system and recently attempting to recover from a torn ACL in my knee, which is a result of the weakness I have sustained in my joints due to the Lyme being active in my body for so long without treatment.

There are so many issues and controversy surrounding Lyme Disease - beginning with flaws in surveillance of ticks, under-reported number of cases of people being infected, inaccurate blood testing, uneducated doctors and specialists, patients being denied treatment, inadequate and insufficient length of treatment. There is currently a conference being held in Ottawa Ontario to develop a new Federal Lyme framework.  We are hoping the outcomes of this conference will be positive and result in serious changes to how Lyme is identified and treated.  I have heard countless stories, all similar, of people struggling to survive this disease, let alone the medical system that is ostracizing them! Time for a change? YOU BET!!

Meanwhile, our prayers and thoughts are with those struggling to get the help they need so that they can also work towards being able to function and participate in daily living again.  Please reach out to me if you need support and help.  I am determined to do more to help others who are suffering as my family has.

Wednesday, February 17, 2016

What to do when you suspect Lyme

There have been a number of people approach me lately with suspicions that they or their loved one may be suffering from un-diagnosed Lyme Disease.
I decided to write a post on the steps to take if you suspect that someone you know may have contracted Lyme.

It is important to catch Lyme Disease in the earliest stages, within the first few weeks of infection. Often Lyme is missed at this stage because it so much mimics a regular flu and less than 50% of those infected with Lyme even recall a tick bite, let alone a rash!  There is much mis-information from public health agencies regarding infection, which further limits the number of people seeking medical help on suspicion of infection.  Only certain species of ticks are being tested for Lyme, although it is very likely that all ticks carry the infection, and it is even suspected that mosquitoes may also transmit the disease.

It is advisable, if you have been bitten by a tick and it is not easily brushed off of your body (meaning that it has been feeding on you for a while) and you experience a rash of any kind or feel unwell, that you contact your family doctor and request (or demand if they refuse your request) three-four weeks of oral antibiotics (usually Doxycycline).  Although the doctor may think this excessive, the alternative is to treat with a two week course of antibiotics (which is not sufficient to completely eradicate the bacteria at this stage) and risk being struck-down at a later date with late stage Lyme Disease.  If you have a strong immune system, the Lyme bacteria may remain dormant in your body for many years after initial infection.  The symptoms of late stage Lyme Disease may come on gradually or suddenly after an immune system compromise (illness, accident, stress).  It is much harder to diagnose at this stage, and much more difficult to treat.  It consists of much more severe symptoms and, although it may go into remission, is not considered curable.

A BULLS-EYE RASH IN ITSELF IS CONCLUSIVE OF INFECTION WITH LYME DISEASE.  IF YOU OR SOMEONE YOU LOVE HAS A RASH AFTER A TICK BITE, OR A POSSIBLE TICK BITE YOU MUST RECEIVE 3-4 WEEKS OF ANTIBIOTIC TREATMENT IMMEDIATELY.

You must also be aware that the testing method currently relied in Canada as an initial screening for Lyme Disease is a blood test that uses the ELISA method.  According to the International Lyme and Associated Diseases Society (ILADS) "The elisa screening test is unreliable. The test misses 35% of culture proven Lyme disease (only 65% sensitivity) and is unacceptable as the first step of a two-step screening protocol. By definition, a screening test should have at least 95% sensitivity". - See more at: http://www.ilads.org/lyme/about-lyme.php#sthash.jSJwyuSi.dpuf


Lyme disease has been called the great imitator.  It should always be considered as an alternative diagnosis of Fibromyalgia, Chronic Fatigue Syndrome as well as rheumatologic and neurologic conditions and any other difficult-to-diagnose multi-system illness.

So what to do if you have the symptoms of late stage Lyme Disease?

HOROWITZ QUESTIONAIRE  
Fill out the following quiz to assess the likelihood of Lyme:
BLOODWORK 
If you score over 45, it would be wise to get bloodwork done at the IgeneX lab in California, as they specialize in Lyme testing and have developed tests that are more accurate than anything that is done in Canada.
http://www.igenex.com/Website/

You will have to fill out the bloodwork request form, and get your family doctor to sign it:
Then find a local lab to take the bloodwork (following the instructions on the IgeneX website for the specific tests that you are ordering)  I recommend that you do the Complete Lyme Panel – which is #6050

LYME LITERATE DOCTOR
If you scored high on the Horowitz questionnaire, you may like to consider beginning the process of finding a Lyme Literate Medical professional in your area.  When choosing a Lyme Doctor, you might want to consider the exchange rate (which will affect the cost of US treatments) as well as any medical insurance coverage that you may have (which may be covered if treated by a Lyme Literate Naturopathic Doctor – LLND - within Canada).  You will also want a physician that is ILADS (International Lyme and Associated Diseases Society) trained, as they follow the most current Lyme treatment protocols.  I can personally recommend Dr Maureen McShane in Plattsburgh NY, and Dr Eric Chan in Richmond, BC.  You can look on this website for the recommended list of LLMD’s closest to where you live:


Tuesday, February 2, 2016

The Importance of Detox During Treatment

I thought I would share some things relevant to treatment in the next few posts, for those of you who are looking to this blog as a bit of a resource for Lyme diagnosis and treatment.

During my entire treatment period, (and still now, although to a lot lesser degree) I made sure to detoxify my body regularly.  The reason for this is that as you are killing off the bacteria, toxins are created. The dying of bacteria will often make your symptoms worse - called a herxheimer. Not all patients will experience a Herx reaction, it depends on things such as the level of infection and the method of treatment that you are undergoing. "The Jarisch–Herxheimer reaction is a reaction to endotoxin-like products released by the death of harmful microorganisms within the body during antibiotic treatment." (wikipedia). Basically, the dying or dead bacteria dumps a bunch of toxins into your bloodstream at a rate quicker than you are able to eliminate naturally. If you do not remove the toxins, they will reabsorb into your bloodstream, reversing some of the good that you are doing through treatment.  Most Lyme patients have trouble with naturally eliminating toxins, making it very important to use regular detox methods.  I could tell when I was particularly toxic, because my pain levels would increase.  Here are some of the methods I used to detoxify my body during treatment:

Epsom salt and Hydrogen Peroxide Bath = Disolve 1 cup of Epsom salts, and about 2 cups of Hydrogen Peroxide into a steaming bath.  Soak for about 20 mins.  Any longer will risk re-absorption of the toxins, as well as exhaust your body while it is already in a weak state. Water should be hot enough to cause you to sweat.  The hydrogen peroxide will help with detoxification, the epsom salts are a source of magnesium, which will help with muscle cramping and pain.  Most Lyme patients are deficient in magnesium, as the Lyme bacteria strips our bodies of magnesium.  I took an Epsom salt and Hydrogen Peroxide bath on alternate days than I used the infrared sauna.

Infrared Sauna or public sauna = Infrared Saunas are particularly effective at raising your core temperature in a very short while compared to public steam saunas,  Sweating out the toxins is a very effective way to eliminate them.  Be sure to drink a lot of water with added mineral drops in it to support your body during this detox.  Stay in the sauna for 10 minutes after you begin to sweat.  Wipe the sweat off of your body with a towel as soon as it forms, to prevent re-absorption of toxins.  You can turn the sauna off once you begin to sweat, and the sweat will pour from your body.  I always had the sauna set at about 45 degrees Celsius, but you should set it at a temperature that is comfortable for you and causes you to sweat without draining your energy.  Shower immediately after you exit the sauna.  When purchasing an infrared sauna (I found mine second-hand on kijiji.ca), be sure to buy one that is made without the use of toxic wood finishes, as sitting in an environment where you are breathing in toxic fumes defeats the purpose of using the sauna for detox.
My infrared sauna

Oil Pulling = Very cheap and easy method of detox.  I prefer to use coconut oil as it has a more bearable flavour but you can also use oils such as grape seed or cold-pressed virgin olive oil.  Put 1 tablespoon of oil into your mouth.  If coconut oil, chew until it becomes a liquid.  Then swish or pull the oil between your teeth.  You can work your way up to 15 minutes of oil pulling, beginning at 5 minutes each day.  Begin oil pulling immediately upon awakening in the morning, before eating or drinking anything.  After 15 minutes, spit the oil into your toilet (not the sink as it will be full of toxins from in your mouth) and rinse your mouth with warm (salty if you like) water.  Brush your teeth with only warm water to get rid of the extra oil on your teeth and tongue.  Oil pulling has the added benefit of whitening your teeth - which is especially helpful because of the mineral deposits that can make your teeth black during antibiotic treatment!

Lemon Water = Squeeze some fresh lemon juice into your water as often as you are able to during the day.  And drink as much water daily as you can handle! Avoid drinks that strip your body of hydration, such as caffeine and alcohol.

Glutathione = Our bodies naturally produce glutathione which aides in the elimination of toxins.  It is effective to take it during treatment but needs to be in a lipsomal or intravenous form for it to work properly.  I took glutathione intravenously every day before running through my IV antibiotics.  Ideally, you would take glutathione at least three times per week.

Ozone Therapy = Ozone is a pure oxygen therapy.  There are several forms of ozone therapy, oral, intravenous and rectal.  I used a hyperbaric oxygen chamber daily for the first 6 months of my treatment.  It was helpful as it saturated my muscles with oxygen, and re-energized me.  The most effective form for maximum absorption is the rectal form of ozone therapy.  You should be able to get ozone therapy at your local naturopath.  I found I received a huge energy boost from rectal ozone therapy and it was a helpful tool in propelling me towards healing.

Activated Charcoal = Activated charcoal binds to toxins as it travels through your digestive system and thus eliminates them from your body.  It must be taken at least 4 hours away from other medications, as it will also bind to them and render them ineffective.  During heavy treatment I took between 5-7 activated charcoal when I awoke in the middle of each night.  Unfortunately, in many people, activated charcoal use will lead to constipation.  I found the opposite was true for me so I found activated charcoal a helpful aide in detoxification.

Herbals = The herbals I took to assist me in removing toxins included Parsley and Burbur by Nutramedix.  As with many other forms of detox, you should slowly work up from 1 drop under your tongue 2X daily (between meals and medications) to 10 drops, so as not to shock your body by detoxing too quickly.  I also used a herbal detox called Mandipur and took it on alternate days to the Parsley and Burbur.  Your body can become accustomed to one method of detoxing and it will become less effective, so it is important to switch them up.

Eat a Clean Diet = Try to buy organic produce as much as possible, especially avoiding those from the 'dirty dozen' list of foods with a high amount of chemical residue.  If possible, also buy organic grass-fed meats during treatment to lower your toxin load and make treatment easier on your stressed immune system.
Dirty dozen list:  http://www.ewg.org/foodnews/dirty_dozen_list.php
Clean 15 list: http://www.ewg.org/foodnews/clean_fifteen_list.php

Essential Oils = I do not know much about essential oils, as I have yet to try them but I am aware of their ability to be used for detoxification as well.  It is important to choose an essential oil company that only produces the purest quality of oils.

Saturday, January 30, 2016

REMISSION?!!!

I have been quiet for a bit.....
You will understand once I explain why.  You see, I am living life again!! I feel like I am permanently smiling - having the ability to live life again is an AMAZING GIFT!!!!
My Lyme Doc tells me I am not technically in remission because I have to be symptom free for 3 months for it to be official.  But I am more than happy with this level of healing, even if I am not quite considered to be in remission.  I think I forgot what it was like to have energy and vitality, to be a part of life rather than just existing and trying to make it to the end of each day.  I have a spring in my step! The character and spunk that I thought was permanently changed is creeping back in.  Haha, some of you may wish me back to my old state - I will try to manage my character a little better this time round, I promise....That is truly what it feels like for me - a new beginning!! Time to CELEBRATE!! Thank-you LORD!!!

PSALM 30
I will exalt you, LORD, for you lifted me out of the depths
 and did not let my enemies gloat over me.
LORD my God, I called to you for help, and you healed me.                                
You, LORD, brought me up from the realm of the dead;
                           you spared me from going down to the pit.                                
        Sing the praises of the LORD, you his faithful people; praise his holy name.                                
   For his anger lasts only a moment, but his favor lasts a lifetime;
weeping may stay for the night, but rejoicing comes in the morning.                                
                             When I felt secure, I said, “I will never be shaken.”                                
     LORD, when you favored me, you made my royal mountainc stand firm;
but when you hid your face, I was dismayed.                       
To you, LORD, I called; to the Lord I cried for mercy:                                
      “What is gained if I am silenced, if I go down to the pit? Will the dust praise you?
Will it proclaim your faithfulness?                                
                             Hear, LORD, and be merciful to me; LORD, be my help.”                                
You turned my wailing into dancing;
                               you removed my sackcloth and clothed me with joy,                                
   that my heart may sing your praises and not be silent.
LORD my God, I will praise you forever.
Discovering new, beautiful, serene beaches in Australia
 
I will be working over the next months on building strength particularly in my core/gleuts/shoulders and back where I have lost muscle tone over the past four years.  I am excited that this is possible again as my previous physiotherapy attempts had a negative effect on my body.  I still get muscle and joint pain - although to a far lesser degree, and often have trouble with my ribs and spine misaligning. I am hoping that by strengthening the muscles that are weak, I will be able to stabilize and support the weaker areas of my body.

We are so grateful that I am able to function without support in my role as wife and mother again. I can keep up with my home and even join in supporting my children at school again. You can expect to see me on as many school trips and at every school function I can possibly attend!

I am having trouble with re-occurring bladder infections yet.  I will be seeing a urologist soon to determine the cause of those and what can be done to prevent them.  I will also be undergoing an endoscopy to determine if I have Celiac Disease.  Antibodies to gluten have been found in my saliva, so I am gluten sensitive but this test will determine if I am a true Celiac.  Only problem is that I have to go on gluten for the next six weeks, which I am not keen on.  I have decided to do only sprouted organic wheat and see if my body is less affected by gluten in that form...

I will be finishing off my Lyme medications, including Alinia (which has greatly helped me overcome my neurological Lyme symptoms) within the next month, and switching to an Essential Oil protocol.  I intend to use DoTerra or Young Living Essential Oils to support my immune system and create a healthily hostile environment for Lyme bacteria to return to.

As for the yeast issues that have resulted from the use of long-term antibiotics, I am currently taking Fluconazole, but will be looking into doing a Leaky Gut program from Josh Axe within the next few weeks as well in an attempt to heal and restore my stomach and intestines.

Personally I have found a mostly Vegetarian diet to be suited to my body.  Unfortunately a high vegetable and gluten-free grain diet creates a lot of work as I am hungry every two hours (not sure if this is because of a quick metabolism or a result of malabsorption of nutrients).  I have been introduced to a Thermomix  while in Australia and may be looking into purchasing a similar tool eventually to help make kitchen preparations a lot easier and free up some of my time for other pursuits.

Here are some pics from my recent trip 'home' to Australia.  My friend Tish was especially amazed at my progress as she hasn't seen me for awhile and the last time she saw me I was barely functioning! Thanks for the great memories!!

Tyson running through the sand and surf
 Bodyboarding!! I was not yet strong enough for surfing but this I could do!!
 Spending time with family
 Enjoying the gorgeous sunsets with my bestie and wine and cheese... xox
Night view over Perth city
 Enjoying local food
Catching up with friends

Monday, August 10, 2015

Priorities




Time to Pray
 
I got up early one morning
and rushed right into the day;
I had so much to accomplish
that I didn't have time to pray.
 
Problems just tumbled about me,
and heavier came each task.
"Why doesn't God help me?" I wondered.
He answered, "My child, you didn't ask."
 
I wanted to see joy and beauty,
but the day toiled on, gray and bleak;
I wondered why God didn't show me.
He said, "But My child, you didn't seek."
 
I tried to come into God's presence;
I used all my keys at the lock.
God gently and lovingly chided,
"My child, you didn't knock."
 
I woke up early this morning,
and paused before entering the day;
I had so much to accomplish
that I had to take time to pray.

Author unknown

"The Grotto" in Tobermory
 

As soon as my health improves, I quickly begin to lose focus and prioritize my own activities before those of actual importance- time spent teaching my children, time with God, restful time to let my body and mind recover. There is always so much to do, you see and apparently I quickly fall into the trap of thinking I am holding up my corner of the world..... So I continue to yo-yo back and forth between times of relative physical strength and setbacks.  I will continue to do so until I learn to pace myself and prioritize my time well.

Overall I extremely happy with my progress.  God has granted me a measure of health that I no longer dreamed was possible!  I am very much appreciating being able to do the activities of regular life that I formerly took for granted.  I am enjoying the summer immensely and am regaining much of my physical ability and stamina.  I am mostly able to take care of my household and children without assistance (although I am getting somewhat worn out with the demands of having all three children home from school during this long summer break).  I receive Vitamin C IV treatment and ozone therapy at the naturopath once a week and use the afternoon of that day to rest and recover.  I am also intending to try bioresonance therapy - there is a clinic in Montreal that offers bioresonace and I am scheduled for treatment weekly during the month of September.  I intend to use it as a tool to aid in the recovery of my immune system.  I have been experiencing immune flare-ups (coldsores, urinary tract infection, yeast infections, mouth ulcers, allergies).  Now that I have killed off much of the Lyme bacteria, we are shifting our focus to strengthening my weakened immune system to be able to maintain an acceptable level of health that will, Lord willing, allow me to live a relatively normal life.  I am currently awaiting an appointment to have my picc line removed so I am very excited that we are moving into the next stage of recovery!  With my picc line out I will also be able to take up swimming which will help me regain overall physical strength.  Praise God - He has been good to us!
Thank-you all again for your ongoing prayers and support.  May God continue to bless our efforts.

The other day I began to write a list of some of the things I am able to do that I haven't been able to for years.  Here are some of the things on that list to praise God for:
- I can stand to shower
- I can stand for long enough to give my husband a hug
- I rarely need to use my stool to sit on when working in my kitchen
- I can do my own groceries with little assistance
- I rarely need to park in the handicapped parking
- I can wait in line at the store without having to sit on the floor
- I can chat at church without leaning against a wall or perching on my cane
- I can go downstairs to tuck my children in bed at the end of the day
- I can walk to the library or the park with my children
- I have the energy to go on dates again with my husband
- I can prepare my own meals
- I can teach my children how to play cricket
- I can play my guitar again!
- I no longer get night sweats
- I rarely have muscle twitching
- Overall I have less muscle and joint pain
- I have packed my cane and walker away
- I am done IV antibiotics
- My brain fog has cleared - I can THINK again!!
- I can have an occasional glass of wine ;)
THANK-YOU LORD!!


SOME PICS FROM OUR RECENT COTTAGING TRIP



 

 

Falling Asleep in the Sunshine


 
This morning I was encouraged to listen to a message by Alistair Begg regarding the place of trials and suffering in the life of a Christian.  It was one I have heard before but it was good to listen again, to help keep this life in an eternal perspective.  As we know from Paul's letter to the Corinthians, Paul was given a 'thorn in his flesh' which God refused to remove, although Paul begged Him three times.  We are told that this was to keep Paul from becoming conceited, and cause God's power to become more evident through Paul's weakness.  Sometimes, this answer does not feel like enough for the suffering believer.  We are often more concerned with our own comfort and well-being than the glory of God.  Unfortunately, as Alistair Begg pointed out, we are prone to fall asleep in the sunshine but are alert and awake when buffeted by the storms of life. Apparently many of us need hardship to keep our eyes fixed on Jesus and admit our reliance on God for absolutely every aspect of our lives.  

Here is a link to the sermon if you are interested:

 

 Tyson & I fishing

  
I ASKED THE LORD
 
I asked the Lord that I might grow
In faith, and love, and every grace;
Might more of His salvation know,
And seek, more earnestly, His face.
 
‘Twas He who taught me thus to pray,
And He, I trust, has answered prayer!
But it has been in such a way,
As almost drove me to despair.
 
I hoped that in some favored hour,
At once He’d answer my request;
And by His love’s constraining pow’r,
Subdue my sins, and give me rest.
 
Instead of this, He made me feel
The hidden evils of my heart;
And let the angry pow’rs of hell
Assault my soul in every part.
 
Yea more, with His own hand He seemed
Intent to aggravate my woe;
Crossed all the fair designs I schemed,
Blasted my gourds, and laid me low.
 
Lord, why is this, I trembling cried,
Wilt thou pursue thy worm to death?
“‘Tis in this way, the Lord replied,
I answer prayer for grace and faith.
 
These inward trials I employ,
From self, and pride, to set thee free;
And break thy schemes of earthly joy,
That thou may’st find thy all in Me.”
- John Newton

A Political Disease

Lyme is a political disease.  It's mechanisms are relatively unknown yet and doctors here in Canada are ignorantly relying on inaccurate tests and following inadequate treatment guidelines.  I have seen the devastation that having this disease in Canada causes - especially for people who do not have access to finances to receive out-of-province care. 
 
We need to tread carefully when discussing the political nature of this disease as the very livelihood of some Lyme patients and the security of the licenses of doctors who dare to treat the disease with the necessary protocol are at stake.  I have met someone with Lyme recently who has a family to feed and only has access to disability payments if he concedes to a diagnosis of depression and anxiety.  Because insurance companies and their doctors are convinced that Lyme is a disease that is 'hard to get and easy to treat', this unfortunate man continues to suffer from Lyme without access to treatment.  Although he has a positive blood test confirming that he suffers from Lyme, he has been told in no uncertain terms that he does not have Lyme and he must discontinue speaking of it's existence or seeking treatment for it.  If he does indeed seek treatment for Lyme (even out-of-pocket treatment), the payments that are keeping his family clothed, housed and fed will discontinue.  This man is in need of IV antibiotics to kill the Lyme bacteria, as oral antibiotics have so far been ineffective.  Having to get treatment 'under the radar' means that he will not have access through his family doctor to CCAC nursing care for his picc line dressing changes, flushes and IV lines.  As he needs the treatment, we have sought the help of local nurses to gather extra hospital supplies so that he can receive the treatment he needs to have a chance to possibly regain his health.  I also have gathered extra supplies over the past year which will be passed on to him.
 
This is the kind of complications that many people suffering with Lyme Disease experience here in Canada.  I am one of the fortunate ones.  Being a woman, I am not the breadwinner of this family.  Being part of a community of believers, I have access to funds for out-of-pocket treatment and home care for myself and my family.  I am also able to speak openly about the affects of this disease, as I am not constrained by politics, nor am I relying on the whims of a health insurance company.  With my health improving so much recently, God has now placed me in a position to appeal to the government to make changes to our healthcare system.  I have limited energy and resources to make a difference, but I will continue to do what I can.  I met with my local MPP recently to help him understand the complications that those of us with Lyme in Ontario face.  Those of us who are physically and mentally able need to appeal to our local government and health ministry to make the necessary changes to allow for adequate treatment and fund new research before the Lyme epidemic expands further.
 
In this past month, I have been approached by three different people who suspect they may have Lyme and are wondering how to go about getting accurate testing and diagnosis.  I will write a post about the steps to take if you think you may be infected at a later date....
 

 Round Table Meeting with MPPs Tim Hudak and Toby Barrett - Take a bite out of Lyme Challenge
 
Below is the letter that I sent to the Minister of Health, as well as my local MPP.  It will help you understand some of the issues that Lyme patients face and why we currently consider Lyme a political disease:

Dear Dr Eric Hoskins
Minister of Health and Long Term Care,
 
I am writing to you in regards to my personal experience with contracting Lyme disease and need for out-of-country medical care to treat it.  I am hoping to give a voice to the many patients like me who have suffered as a result of a healthcare system that is ineffective in recognizing and treating late stage Lyme disease.
 
MY KNOWLEDGE OF LYME:
Prior to being diagnosed with Lyme disease I was vaguely aware of its existence.  I was not aware of the symptoms to watch for, especially late stage symptoms.  Although I had knowledge of how to remove a tick I was unaware of the risk of infection, the low percentage of people who actually notice a bull’s eye rash or the long-term disability that could result.  

 HEALTHY AND STRONG:
Formerly fit, healthy, athletic and energetic, I was active in the community and loved to challenge myself with team and extreme sports.  At no point in my life do I remember having a tick bite or a bulls-eye rash.  However, I loved the outdoors and spent a lot of time in nature, both in my native Australia and here in Canada.  We also adopted a pet dog from a shelter and were not aware enough to check him for potential infection.

 IMMUNE COMPROMISE – SUDDEN ONSET:
In June 2011, after giving birth to my son at the age of 27, my body collapsed physically and I became severely weak in my limb-girdle joints and muscles.  To my horror I and was unable to weight bear through my hips.  My body would simply drop me like a dead weight.  I was sent home half a week later in a wheelchair, with minimal homecare support and a newborn son, 1 year-old daughter and 3 year-old son to somehow take care of. 

 DETERMINED TO RECOVER:
My joint hypermobility increased and my muscles refused to respond to daily physiotherapy.  The physiotherapist assigned to my home signed off after a few weeks as I was not making any physical progress….. No amount of determination could overcome the fatigue in my muscles and joints.  It seemed the more I pushed, the quicker I fatigued.  I would wheel around my home on an office chair, sit to shower and crawl across the carpet.  With three very young children to take care of, I was given no governmental aide either financially or physically and relied on family/friends/church for the care my family and I needed.

 CANADIAN SPECIALISTS:
For three years my family doctor sent me to various specialists.  I saw a Physiatrist, 2 Rheumatologists, 3 Neurologists, Neuro-muscular specialist, Physiotherapists (out of pocket), Chiropractor (out of pocket), Naturopath (out of pocket), Bowen Therapist (out of pocket), Pain specialist, Cardiologist, Sleep specialist and Geneticist.

 TESTING:
Tests done over these three years included: MRI’s – brain, spine, hips, Pelvic X-rays, EMG muscle stimulation, nerve conduction studies, muscle biopsy of thigh muscle, many sets of bloodwork, sleep study, vision testing, chest ultrasound. 
 
SYMTOMS:
My symptoms included muscle weakness – particularly limb-girdle, severe fatigue, increased joint hypermobility, deep muscle and joint pain, muscle twitching, low stamina/endurance, swollen knees, severe insomnia, trouble concentrating, difficulty with thought processing, air hunger, chest heaviness, dizziness, night sweats, forgetfulness.
 
In desperation, during a particularly bad bout, we headed to Toronto General Hospital to see if I could gain access to resources and answers from the team of specialists there.  Due to the severity of my symptoms I was admitted but after routine bloodwork failed to show anything, I was sent home and encouraged to ‘follow the advice of the physiotherapy team’.

 OVERLAPING DISEASES:
I was suspected to have:  Myasthenia Gravis, Fibromyalgia and Ehlers-Danlos Hypermobility Syndrome.  Although my symptoms overlap these diseases, I never quite fit any of these fully so I am still technically undiagnosed in Canada.

 LYME TESTING:
In 2012 I saw a Canadian Naturopath who suspected that I was potentially suffering from Lyme disease.  At that time I convinced my family doctor to do the standard ELISA test which is the initial screening test done in Canada.  It came back negative.  As I was unaware of the inaccuracy of the testing, both my family doctor and I were content that I could not have Lyme disease. 
 
In May 2014, through reading a MacLean’s article on Lyme disease in Canada, I was made aware of many more of the symptoms of Lyme disease, many of which fit mine.  The article also informed of the lack of sensitivity of the ELISA test and advised of testing in USA using the Western Blot method.  Currently the Western Blot is the second test used in Canada and the ELISA is the initial screen test, so if an ELISA test is negative the Western Blot will not be ordered.  As my symptoms fit so many of those with Lyme disease, I paid to have bloodwork sent to IGeneX lab in California.  My western blot test came back positive for Lyme disease, although still not according to Canadian standards.  The CDC and the IGeneX lab have different criteria for issuing a positive result.  I was negative by CDC standards, positive according to IGeneX criteria.  Even without bloodwork, Lyme disease is supposed to be a clinical diagnosis.  Bloodwork may be helpful in diagnosis but Lyme disease is supposed to be based on a clinical diagnosis.  Lyme is difficult to find in bloodwork because the body often does not mount an immune response as the spirochete are very adept at hiding in the immune system. 

 SYMPTOMS INCREASING:
By this point I was struggling with severe air hunger and becoming increasingly weak.  My family doctor had me scheduled to get a lung function test done next.  We were still chasing symptoms…. She said she couldn’t read the results of my IGeneX lab work but was ‘pretty sure it was negative’.  She admitted that I probably knew more about Lyme disease than she did but yet she was convinced that I did not have Lyme.  In her opinion I was still suffering from some unknown, un-diagnosable, extremely rare condition….She said I could possibly see an infectious disease specialist but that it would take many months for that appointment also.  By now we understood how the system in Canada worked.  We did not have time to wait around as I was going downhill fast…

 I had one more referral to a pain specialist in London that I decided to keep.  I decided not to mention that we suspected I was suffering from Lyme Disease and see what this doctor would come up with.  After examination I was sent back to the waiting room and given ‘one more form’ to fill out.  It was a clinical diagnostic questionnaire for Lyme Disease.  I scored very high and the doctor advised us to seek treatment in the States as he was unable because of government restrictions to help us.  We were told that Canada is about ten years behind the States in treating Lyme Disease so not to waste our time in Canada.

 LYME LITERATE MEDICAL DOCTORS:
At this point we realized that our only hope of diagnosis and treatment was to seek out a Lyme literate specialist outside of Canada.  My bloodwork, coupled with my symptoms bore testament to the fact that Lyme disease was the cause of my health issues.  I was diagnosed with Lyme and clinically co-infections Bartonella and Babesia.  By this time the disease was in a late stage and would require aggressive, long-term treatment to eradicate.  I began IV and oral antibiotic treatment immediately in America, crossing the border and paying out-of pocket for the chance to return to life and living again.
 
The complication with having very few doctors who are daring enough to risk their medical licenses to treat Lyme Disease is that there is a market for doctors who wish to exploit patients with Lyme Disease.  After a few months, with the bills piling up at a ridiculous rate, we realized that the doctor we were seeing (although knowledgeable of Lyme and co-infections) was charging us much far more than she should have for treatment.  I was given a reputable referral to a new Lyme Literate Doctor (also in America) and have continued successful treatment with her since September 2014.
 
FINANCIAL BURDEN:
We have spent over $100,000 out of pocket on treatment for this disease over the past seven months.  We receive financial aid from family, friends and our church community.  Without their help this disease would have already devastated us financially.  There are many people suffering from Lyme disease that cannot afford the treatment that I am so fortunate to receive.  I have made great improvement and am able to walk again but am still currently undergoing aggressive treatment as I have a long way to go to become fully functioning again. 

 FAMILY PRACTITIONER:
My family doctor did not support a Lyme disease diagnosis.  She preferred to think of it as a psychological disorder because she had exhausted her resources and nothing had shown up in the testing I had done here in Canada.  We have had to leave her care as she will not support me during my treatment for Lyme.  Without her support I was not able to access weekly bloodwork that was needed during treatment, CCAC nursing care to take care of my picc line dressings or the intravenous equipment to administer my daily medications. 

 THE CANADIAN WAY:
The Canadian Health Care System has failed us. We saw many taxpayer dollars wasted on unnecessary blood-work, expensive tests, doctor and specialist visits.  We waited in hope for months between each specialist appointment, only to be disappointed when my symptoms did not fit the mold. We were certain that if all of the specialists put their heads together they would be able to figure out my apparently one-of-a-kind case.  It is now apparent that my symptoms are actually very common for one suffering from Lyme disease.  Since beginning treatment, I have been back to see some of the specialists that saw me at my physical worst.  I have been laughed at and was told in no uncertain terms by my neurologist that the diagnosis of Lyme and treatment I am currently receiving is as ridiculous as it is harmful to my body.  In her opinion the huge strides I have made in physical strength since then can apparently be attributed to the placebo effect.
 
AGGRESSIVE TREATMENT – A NECESSARY EVIL:
Although treatment is certainly no walk in the park and I am aware of the side-effects and damage that long-term antibiotics can do to my body, I am satisfied that this aggressive treatment is necessary to destroy the disease.  I am balancing the destructive effects of treatment with supplements, probiotics and a strict diet to keep my body as healthy as possible.  I am working hard to stay positive and focused during treatment. 

The negative effects of treatment are outweighed by the abilities that I am regaining.  I am hopeful that there will be a better cure for Lyme disease than aggressive antibiotics in the future.  I am also hopeful that those of us who suffer with Lyme disease will be supported by the government and healthcare professionals here in Canada so that we are not forced to go to America for treatment.

 CHANGE IS NEEDED!
I would like to see the following changes to our government and healthcare system in regards to lyme disease diagnosis and treatment:
·         Shorter wait times for specialists. It took three years for me to find out that I didn’t have anything recognizable to Canadian doctors.
·         Better communication between healthcare professionals – accurate information sharing would save time, money and frustration and get results in a timely manner.
·         OHIP coverage for things like physiotherapy/naturopath/Lyme specialists.  These costs should not be shouldered by the patient.
·         Financial or physical assistance to take care of the dependents of those disabled and debilitated by lyme disease. 
·         Education for doctors and specialists who should be the first to pick up the signs of lyme disease in their patients – especially late stage symptoms.
·         More scientific research to find an accurate diagnostic tool and possibly a cure for lyme disease.
·         Stop threatening the careers of those who wish to diagnose and treat lyme disease.  Give the doctors and patients the power to do whatever is necessary to treat a disease that is devastating in its effects on the lives of patients and their loved ones.
 
BETTER EDUCATION:
In my opinion, warning people to watch for flu-like symptoms and a bulls-eye rash is not enough.  Bulls-eye rashes are reported in less than half of people infected with Lyme disease.  Flu-like symptoms are ignored by most folk who lead a regular life and are not hypochondriac in nature.  These symptoms are only a beginning of the many that follow – those who miss these early symptoms or perhaps do not get the early symptoms are not even aware there are any others to watch for.  Those of us with late stage Lyme have even further difficulty getting a diagnosis and treatment because the healthcare professionals in Ontario are not aware of the late stage symptoms to watch for, or the fact that many of these symptoms overlap other diseases! 
 
Please consider my voice as one who is experiencing first-hand the horrors of this disease, horrors that are amplified by the lack of support from a country which has ample resources to recognize and adequately treat what is becoming an increasing epidemic in Canada.
 
Regards,
Roze R
 
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